Just thinking....

"Withhold not good from them to whom it is due, when it is in the power of thine hand to do it." Proverbs 3:27

I often think of this verse especially when I think of little "D" these days. I just do not quite understand it....we desire him, we are open to him, we would love him....yes, he has many many medical conditions...he is blind in his only eye, he has both cleft hard and soft palate, they say he has microcephaly and abnormalities of his central nervous system and facial bones. We are however aware that they sometimes over diagnoise these children. We should be prepared that he has all he is listed with yet be hopeful he does not....GOD KNOWS! Did God not form him in his mother womb? Is he not fearfully and wonderfully made? Is he not worthy of a home? OFCOURSE he is! Mike and I talked alot about this the other day, the reality of getting "D" would mean many many possible surgeries and doctors visits and would  greatly take much of me especially..it would be hard but I am confident that the Lord would supply grace in abudence. Then ofcourse I think of little boy "A" and my heart melts over him too. I truely cannot wait until this has come to pass and I can look back on our way home from the U**aine and see how the Lord had directed each step to our son.